Wednesday, December 10, 2008

The Legacy of James Michael

James Michael loved his family. But he could not give them what they deserved. It is difficult to know whether he was at fault for his demise, or simply a victim of circumstance and addiction. Whatever the reason may be, he is gone. And even when he stood on this earth, he could not provide for his family, but it was beyond money. He could not give them the fundamental love that they deserved, that they needed. The love that he owed them for telling them "I love you." Because when you tell someone that you love them, it becomes your responsibility to be sure that they know, otherwise the words are but on a piece of paper which will burn into ashes come under the slightest flame.

James Michael is thought to have left little to this world in his passing. His only son has spent the latter half of his life trying to know more about the man his father was. And now, after eleven years, he will come to know this man. For while the scenarios are different, the themes of their lives are the same. His son has a loved one. He has someone he has secretly dedicated himself to for eternity. Yet he too, has failed to give her the fundamental love which she deserves. And much like his father, whether he is responsible, a victim of circumstance, or a combination of both, is difficult to know. And in the way that James Michael lost his life, so will his son. For what she does not know, is his life is her, and that is exactly what his failure will cost him. Because though he may struggle and fail to give her what she needs, he cannot cease to love her. And this is where you will find James Michael, the reflection of his son. This is what he left behind. This is his legacy.

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